a few more mins to go!
and i am going for cg already =)
i reali pray that today's cg will be ministering to everyone, esp to the not connected ones.


i seriously tik that my life right now is too slack already.
i am always procrastinating !
Jesus, tell me wat to do??
there is alot of things to do in mind, but most of them are not yet done..
day by day, i always end my day with disappointment with myself.
i am reali upsat by me !! =(


i wana lead a exciting life.
not so stagnant, not so slack.
i wana be busy!!
actually i can one, the one that hinders me is myself.
also, i wana be a good example to e rest...
i wana be someone that when god look at me, he would smile.
and also, no more nonsense with him, i gotta guard my heart.

last night, i came before God.
i repented for not using my time wisely.
i reali duno wat to do leh....
i reali duno wat can i do in order not to procrastinate.
i tired lots of ways, but always fail !
but last night, God help me to realise that will-power alone is not enough.
in order to be a changed person, how is it possible to be done by will power alone?
thats y i always fail.
i was relieve that God assured me that i cant help myself.
haha
cos if he say that i can do it alone, i can confirm that i am going to fail him mann.
but God did not tell me that i can do it, infact he told me that i wun make it.
unless i attempted it together with him.
will-power is not enough.
amen =)


i reali dun wana cruise my days away.
i mus have a breakthruu in this !
God, help me!
enough is enough.
i dun jus wana be a jaw-bone.
that only noe how to say, duno how to do.
this kind of person is irritating isnt it?
all i need to to get up and do something.
hais, God help me.